This was supposed to be a Thanksgiving post.
I am thankful for family.
This year, the word family became real to me. Before, family was just a
word I'd throw around to describe the people I live with. Now, family
is much more than that. So what does family mean to me? They are people
who give up their comfort just to ensure that you will be comfortable.
It is love without limit and without expectation. A place where you can
sing at the top of your lungs in an off key voice and they will still
listen to you. A home that is the breeding ground for peace, hope, joy
Aside from moving in with my brother, I've
made an effort to get to know my cousins. This year, I've been chatting a
lot with Corina. We used to talk about K-Pop a lot. And then somehow we
found out that we have a lot in common. We have lost our best friends,
we hate statistics and we like hot guys. I was able to visit my other
cousin, Megan, when I was in Bacolod. She introduced me to a new series
called Castle. Every Sunday, I get to see three more cousins. Although I
don't get to talk to all of them, it's fun to see them every week.
I am thankful for faith.
After being a Christian, then person-into-witchcraft, then atheist, I
thought it was high time to finally make up my mind. Finally decided to
be a person who has faith in a Supreme Being. No, I am not a Christian.
No, I am not a Catholic. I am a person who believes in God and his word,
a person who goes to church and a person who tries to live out her
faith. Do not confine me to one religion.
moving church has done me some good. I am now able to express my faith
freely in any manner I choose. I am finally in an environment where they
don't care about what color my hair is, how many piercings I have, what
I wear and those annoying external things we should not base salvation
on. Having someone to talk to about my faith makes it somehow easier to
live it. Knowing that there are people who want me to explore my faith
help me get into it.
I am thankful for friends.
The other day, I was counting how many friends I have in school. I
realized that I have around twenty five to thirty new friends. I also
have those random people in class who just choose to talk to me when
they feel like it. In church, there are times they'll just come up to me
and make small talk. Those people who take time to just smile and ask
me how I am are so awesome. They are kinda like angels on earth God sent
for a specific reason.
And then I've got those really good friends
who don't care if I'm like crap. Those people who drop everything when I
tell them to go online and chat with me. They stay up late sometimes
just to keep me company while I do my papers. That person who constantly
bugged me until we became very good friends. That girl who I trust with
my life. I cannot imagine my life without those people.
I am thankful for fun! Life can get
so stressful and so boring. I sometimes need fun things to get my life
going. Fun things like collecting Starbucks stickers, watching a movie,
buying lots of books, going to the park, eating chocolate cake, painting
my nails, drinking Coke, making plans and singing made up songs. I made
up my mind a few months ago not to take life too seriously. Don't study
too much. Get rid of activities that are non-sense. Just focus on the
important things. And then add some fun into that.